Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will direct your paths straight."
We have really had to turn to these passages a lot lately and trust in the Lord and know that His plan is always best!
Thanksgiving morning we got a phone call from Maegen (Josephs sister) telling us that they were at the hospital with Granny. They admitted Granny and she was there til Monday night. When she got to go home hospice came in a couple times a week. Granny had been battling cancer for almost 5 years and it began to just take over her body. Granny was a fighter and she didn't want to give up. She went to be with the Lord on Friday, December 18th.
On Thursday, November 26th Joseph and I had gone to the doctor only to discover some devasting news. Our doctor came in to do the ultrasound and informed us at that time that there was no longer a heartbeat!! It was such an overwhelming shock and I didn't want to believe it. Joseph wrapped me in his arms and I cried and I cried and I cried!! At that point we had to determine when we were going to have a D & C. We decided to wait til the following Monday so that my parents could come and be with us.
As hard as it has been we know that everything will grow strangely dim in the light of His glory and grace. Our angel is in Heaven and we know that the Lord will bless us in the future! Please continue to pray for us as we search our hearts for comfort!